DrEaMs oF mY LiFe. =]

i'm back !

2010-07-19T18:13:00.002+08:00

gotten back to here since i got nothing to do much.
everyday at camp also do nothing.
only do things when there are things to do.
haha.
still have lots of off to take.
cohesion on this thursday.
gonna be a long day and a long ride to and fro.
wait till i got more things than i post. ;D

Test

2010-07-19T17:02:00.000+08:00

Test!

2009-12-30T03:52:00.000+08:00

my blog is dead ~
lol , now i revive it.

long time never update.
woo.
sian , now on mc.
super bored.
fractured foot.
total mc 2 months already.

everyday just stay home do nothing.
eat , play , sleep.
getting fat le la.
so sian.

2009-11-21T03:33:00.001+08:00

feeling a little fucked up with my back problems.

lots of things i cant do.

and the pain is really freaking me out.

the pain is just something really sharp like needles poking you.

sigh , all i know now is to stay strong and just hope everything is alright.

2009-11-01T00:49:00.002+08:00

sigh , so bored.

my mood now is abit sad.

i cant play like i used to.

all i could do now is to sit and watch.

feel abit lonely cause cant play together with friends.

seeing people play just makes me wanna join in the fun.

appointment , medicines. just made me even bored.

=/

2009-10-31T13:12:00.002+08:00

firstly.
- no more sports for me.
- no more lion dance for me. only can play the instruments.
- no heavy objects.
- cant walk for long distance. ( damn, my favorite. )

secondly.
- i must stay strong !
- i must be happy !

lastly.
- i dont know got what to say. =x

2009-10-17T10:01:00.003+08:00

yeah , finally im blogging again.
lol , just finish my 3 weeks of course for basic handling of food.
chef course.
and and , i got the best trainee. lol.

next course will be the storeman course.
1 week only.

after that will be posted to unit.
and at there see if i will be activated to go overseas.
if yes , i have to go for at least 9 months.
longest is 1 year and 3 months.
dont really feel like going overseas.
though the pay is 1k over per month.
lol.

alright. i stop here. nothing to blog much.

2009-09-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

wah , long time didnt blog.
seems like my blog is so dead.
haha , should update a long long one now.

alright , i also passed out of bmt.
though when i first when in , i was like missing home damn much.
sometimes at night ah. when think of home and talk to my mother i was going to shed tears.
=x eh , i soft hearted de hor.

2 weeks almost up , i was super happy that i finally can get to go home for the weekends.
before i went in to ns , i was like going home too early was abit boring. now i know how i miss home so much. haha.

slowly my life in bmt passes so fast. time flies.

3rd week , i had my live firing.
live firing was so fun , can get to shoot with real bullets. but lucky i love shooting guns. aiming was good for me. haha. didnt miss much. those miss much one will be called bobo shooters. dont know why also. lol. such a cute name eh.

4th week , live grenade. but i didnt get to throw because i was excused firearms due to my backpain. so i went there and sat at there with some others who didnt throw also for almost half a day. at there do sai kang. lol.

5th week , field camp.
field camp was boring man. but luckily of my back problem i went back bunk to sleep. but i super hate the camouflage. hard to wash off also. but those at there sleep one cant wash away. but i was suay enough , 3rd day at there got fever. so i went to see the medical officer and he gave me 7 days mc. so i booked out at wednesday night. and i had to report to camp back at next wednesday.

6th week , i went back on wednesday.
we all had nothing to do much. so just like eat , slack , eat , slack , eat and sleep.
haha. and sometimes just do sai kang lor.
dont know why , my platoon always kena sai kang one.

7th week , thats our poc week.
we booked in on sunday night and next day just wake up very early and went to eat breakfast.
than after breakfast we had to do area clean. a very clean one. cause its our last day.

now i just know that bmt life in tekong was so fun.
though our sir and sergeant was like scolding us for the first 5 weeks , the last 2 weeks they treated us very nice. sharing some jokes and giving us laughter. now i pass out liao , i still miss the days in bmt.

now i just miss our sir and sergeant. haha. not gay okay!
so much fun with them. nvm , got chance to meet one.

now oh ya! our company won the games day champion.
out of 11 company we got 1st.
somemore we pes c soldiers leh. we still have to compete with pes a and pes b soldiers.
and our sir was like super happy lah. cause he's the one conducting our company games day.
1st time Raven company got champion. we made our sir proud. haha.

now im on block leave. 18th september than know where im posted to.
now im just hoping i will get a slacking post. haha.
so just serve another 20 and a half months than finish 2 years.
but sian one is , i still have to go for reservice.

now im free till 17th.
got nothing on. haha.
but this friday im going for bbq.
so anyone wants to book me for going out ?
haha , just call or text me to ask me out.
im always so bored at home.

this post should be long enough bah ?
haha.

2009-08-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

i guess , my body is just too weak.
sickness just coming out one by one when one just started.
i just hope i can hold on.
still have to enjoy my life.
i'll live on till my last breathe.

2009-08-28T16:20:00.000+08:00

fever fever !
attend C.
sian man!
cant do anything but to stay at home all day long.
7 days!
oh man.

2009-08-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

book out always go out , so never use com.
never use com means never update.
lol.

my blog is so dead!
haha. no choice la.

i blog other day =x
too tired to type so much.
haha.

2009-07-24T00:50:00.001+08:00

yeah , tml ns liao.
last post before im not blogging.
friends, take good care yeah !
anything sms me. but will late reply. =D

2009-07-14T23:32:00.010+08:00

we are the world , we are the children.
we are the ones who make a brighter day.
so , lets start giving. =)

2009-07-14T22:56:00.001+08:00

UEsquare's RAIN!
Celebration of Nelson & My Enlistment!

2009-07-11T02:38:00.003+08:00

alright , i kick off with this post since i last blogged.

today training was quite fun.
dangerous move.
still ok lah.
haha , quite fun i guess.
im left with 13 days.
just hope nothing will make me unhappy before i go in ns loh.
must have fun now.
than go in for 2 weeks than can come out.
take it as go for holidays.
holidays for jian fei !
haha. im just too fat. need to train.
used up all my energy just now at training.
hungry again.
dont really wanted to eat but in the end i still eat.
lol , see people eat i just cant resist.
temptation man.
maybe , maybe only ah.
after next week i go cut botak.
lol. see how loh.
hair too long dont like.
tml , just hope i wont be drunk.
but i just think i will bah.
drink , drank , drunk.
martelllllllllllllllllllllllllll!
favorite. =x
okay bah , end here.
feel free to tag me.
my tagboard's dead!
anything sms me eh.
anytime , anywhere =D

2009-06-21T07:57:00.002+08:00

alright guys.
im only left with 1 month time.
and i nowadays lazy to update blog.
always been doing nothing.
only thursday went out to eat sakae sushi.
ate with allan , wenkai and ah ger.
than allan went back first.
the 3 of us watch movie.
land of the lost.
nice to watch !
and and and.
nowadays i cant slp early. need to change my timing soon !
real soon !
sigh , so bored.
now i still havent slp yet.
not going to slp bah.
gonna go out with mother buy things and eat.
till here.
miss me ah !
if got miss me tag my tagboard. haha!

2009-06-18T14:48:00.001+08:00

GUYS !

i need all your handphone numbers !
i lost my handhpone and all contacts all gone.

if you all see this , please pass me your number at msn or text me.

2009-06-09T04:36:00.002+08:00

hereby congrats kong chow wu koon a happy 169 anniversary , and kong chow guo shu sha long xing shi tuan a happy 70 anniversary.

yeah , went to help out in their anniversary in chinatown.
just beside kong chow.
overall was fun.

went for dinner today.
haha , nice food.
nice location for us. =x
lol.
nothing much to update leh.
so sian.

2009-06-03T19:04:00.003+08:00

fever fever fever !
i hate fever !
come and go.
cold and hot.
sibei jialat.
now plus stomache.
more jialat.
sibei sian one leh.
cannot go out also.
wa piang.
like always go malaysia come back always sick.
lol , i feel so weak!
but malaysia was fun!
think eat too much heaty food.
haha , western , fastfood.
woo. all heaty food leh.
wont sick of cause fake.
haha. i think im weaker than others.
spent alot at malaysia.
but had lots of fun! =D

2009-05-27T13:28:00.003+08:00

wah , long time never login blog.
almost forget password. LOL. =x

yeah! long time no blog.
last week chalet!
chalet was fun. enjoyable.
than , sunday dinner.
also enjoyable!
after that boring loh.
stayed at home for pass 2 days.
haha.
still ok for me la.
yesterday slept at 10plus.
than i woke up at 4am!
omg , what am i supposed to do?
use com lor.
than follow mummy go down eat breakfast as she dont need to work today.
after that i went to cut and dye hair.
goodbye my beloved long tail.
haha.
no more tail!
never mind la. just cut.
ns soon , have to be botak too.
my hair now is short.
short short short !
lol.
yeah , saturday im going to malaysia.
coming back on monday.
yeah. cant wait to go.
lol.
im stuck to facebook games.
ahhhhhh.
gooooodbye !

2009-05-12T03:47:00.002+08:00

its been so long since i had dinner with my whole family sitting on the same table.
lol , yeah. earlier ate with whole family.

ate for mother's day dinner.

which me , sister and brother paying.
ate till full.
food was nice.

shark fin nice too =x

yeah , going to sleep soon.
meeting wenkai later on.
going to take my new passport.

looks like my tagboard is dead.

no ppl take than i dont blog. lol.

leave my blog dead like last time.

when feel like blogging than come to blog.

i see my tagboard no ppl very sian one.

please do tag. =)

2009-05-09T00:52:00.002+08:00

nothing much today.
save save save!

i need to save alot!

went to wenkai house in the afternoon.
meet ah ger and eddie and went up to his house.
played mahjong.
no money de.
just play for fun.
than ah boy came.
they eat dinner. i didnt eat.
save money.

so today ate 1 meal.

and a small bowl of fried rice at sk.

feeling abit hungry now.

no choice. dont wanna spend money.
so dont eat.
what to do.
have to blame myself for spending away.
what have dont cannot be undone.

i will save back!

i WILL !

2009-05-07T20:20:00.002+08:00

i shall declare myself bankrupt!
im broke.
broke broke broke.
totally broke.

sian man.

feel like finding a job to work.

earn money!

hope i will have enough to spend

when im at malaysia.

2009-05-04T15:45:00.002+08:00

alright!
im back to posting.
last few days was alright.
chalet was fun.

performance was okay too.

lol.

lazy to post out everything that what i and we have done.

later going sk.

training.

dont know train what later.

some say play dragon.

i just dont wish to play the dragon head.

i want play dragon body or tail.

I believe in angels,

The kind that heaven sends,

I am surrounded by angels,

But I call them friends.

A friend is someone we turn to

when our spirits need a lift.

A friend is someone we treasure

for our friendship is a gift.

A friend is someone who fills our lives

with beauty, joy, and grace.

And makes the whole world we live in

a better and happier place.

2009-04-28T23:41:00.002+08:00

sunday!
went to watch friday the 13th.
watched with wenkai and ahger.
quite nice. lol.
M18 show eh.

done nothing much on that day.

monday!
did nothing much also.
went down to sk for training.

boring boring boring.

went home after that.

tuesday!
even boring.

did nothing much also.

damn, my days are getting even bored.

guess tml i also got nothing to do too.

only on thursday.
lion dance!

friday will be going chalet.

saturday will be lion dance again!

helping KN anniversary.
hope wont get too nervous ah.
lol.
than than than.
i guess nothing more to do again!

blog till here.

lets see tml what i have to do.

2009-04-27T16:03:00.004+08:00

2009-04-26T02:26:00.002+08:00

few days i didnt blog.
lol. anyone misses my post?
haha. joking.

thursday went out with ah ger and darrick to tampines 1 to buy wenkai's birthday present.
walk and walk around still dont even know what to buy.
than finally i got what i wanted for him and we choose all the things we wanted.

bought all the things needed and went to rachel house and wrap up those presents.

friday! not as normal. didnt went to sarkong for training.
but all were at wenkai's house to celebrate his birthday.
20 years old liao brother! you got the number 2 infront!
haha. celebrated and we all play mahjong.
mahjong again! like every week wont miss.
die la. must kick that habit away.
haha. yes, 3 more months.
my father just hate me to stay home do nothing.
dont like me everyday go out.
just 3 more months for me only.
let me have fun can.
ns finish come out also will go work liao.
lol , never mind.

finish mahjong till afternoon 6plus.

had dinner together with wenkai's mother.

she's indeed a very good person.

wenkai! see this thank your mum for me.
dinner she pay , at your home she cook things for us.
such a wonderful and nice person.

1 day i got money i buy food go up treat your family eat.

dinner finish went back home.

eric called and told me something.
will settle as soon as possible.
went down find them awhile.

now doing nothing just come blog loh since few days didnt blog liao.

wenkai , hope you like the presents!

i agree with someone posts. lol.

im letting bygones be bygones.

being good doesnt always pay to be good back!

trying just to be fair.

balanced level. thats all i will be now. =)

2009-04-21T23:25:00.002+08:00

omg , i forgot what i done for the past few days.
totally tired now.
lol.

FRIDAY im not working anymore due to someone is unable to work with me so i just call my sister and cancel it. ask her to find other people.

-_-

never mind. also good.

can go wenkai's birthday partyyyyyyy.

wahaha.

today went down play basketball.

cut hair.

nothing much also.

lol.

off to sleep now. im too tired.

nights all!

2009-04-18T22:03:00.002+08:00

went early to sk on my own.
as usual training.
do nothing much!
played instrument.
after that off we go to wenkai's house.
mahjong again.
BB , ah ger , wenkai and me.
eric and alvin went too.
but they didnt play.
played 4 rounds.
first round i win de leh.
than next 3 rounds lose all.
lol.
never mind loh.

just play for fun.

alright.

went home at 1plus. reach home at 2plus.

bath and sleep!

too tired.

oh ya, wenkai's sister gave me a card holder too.

lol , i wanted to go out buy one. but she gave me i think no need to buy liao.

haha.

woked up at 9plus.

ate my dinner.
fried rice!
now eating papaya.
got nothing to do so i blog.
dont really feel like blogging just now.

yeah , im left with 3 more months.
i got my enlistment letter.
botak on july.
sad.
haha.
3 more months and off i go!

must have alot of fun this 3 months.

2009-04-17T03:43:00.002+08:00

went to wenkai's house today.
walk to his house since i think it's near.

from bedok reservoir walk to enous.

lol , take it just a scroll for me.
went his house to mahjong.
nelson and ah ger reach there earlier.
after that yanyan came.

3 girls playing with me.

stress man.

ah ger , yanyan and wenjing. wenkai sister.
play till dong fong finish wenkai took over his sister.
funny man.

play till 12plus.

all no bus loh.
walk back home and nelson took cab.

i went over to 609 to find eric.

eric , allan , weijie , bear , shawn and 1 of their friends were there.

oh ya, and shawn's girlfriend.

went there sit down chit chat awhile.

than me , weijie , eric and allan played mahjong for awhile.

all going home than i went over to mac buy food.

hungry hungry.
bought 1 burger.
lol.

than eric waited for me.

and home sweet home for us.

dont feel like sleeping yet.

dont even know what to do now.

think i go play games le bah.

anyway, anything just via me through my handphone.

text me is the best. =D

2009-04-16T01:15:00.002+08:00

what are friends and what are true friends?

those who understand this phrase than good.

those who dont go find out yourself.

went down to meet eric and went over the shawn there.

eric went off not long. went to find his boss.
while i sit there with allan , bear and shawn.

went off at 12am.

didnt do anything much today.
now feeling sleepy but still dont feel like sleeping yet.
mixed feelings. lol.
sigh.

2009-04-15T19:21:00.002+08:00

i'm getting better in mood when i'm not meeting you all.

not saying anything or what.

meeting allan , eric , shuzheng and allan's classmates and some others are making me smiling more. =)

i'm starting to smile again.

i'm happy about it.

monday

went sk and train.
train till 9.30 and kept everything.

went to have dinner and back home.

tuesday

didnt do anything much as i slept for quite long.

BB came to my house here to go pasar malam.

BB , shuzheng and me went together.

bought and ate together.

lol , went back to basketball court.

sit there watch people play basketball for awhile before BB went off.

i accompany him till my house downstairs as i stomache.

haha , went back home and went back down to meet shuzheng.

after meeting shuzheng went over to shawn's ah ma funeral.

allan said that shawn ask me to go over.

sit there chit chat. eric came.

only i sit at there chat with bear and shawn till morning.

also help fold the jin zhi.

allan came at 3plus am.

so only me , bear , allan and shawn at there.

went back home at 6plus.

bathe wait for hair to dry and texting people.

i do miss you la.

shagua!

2009-04-13T00:42:00.002+08:00

friday , as usual.
went to training.
but went there alone.
as others at wenkai's house.
train and slack till 12.
than went to take bus.
went to wenkai's house for mahjong.
played 3 rounds. all lose.
lol , wth.

play till saturday afternoon 12plus.

went home bath and change.

went back to his house again.

waited till 4plus or 5plus.

went to tampines meet nelson , yanyan and her mother.

walked around tampines 1.

so many ppl.

so big but so bored for me.

walk to mrt there waited for BB.

and came liao we walk to century square.

saw the others and went to find them.
after that dinner for us.
BBQ chicken.
finish eating went home.
others went to ah ger's house for mahjong again.
i too tired to go and dont feel like going.
went home bath and change battery for my mp3.
listen song till i fall aslp.

didnt off my mp3!

4plus am woked up and i off it.

oh man. from full batt till half batt.
lol. waste my batt.
never mind.
woked up at 10am plus , too lazy to wake up so continue slp.
lol , till 5plus pm.
use com awhile allan ask mi go eat.

went to eat and meet wenkai go pasar malam walk walk.

ah ger came after not long.

nothing much to walk.
now back home blogging.
feeling tired. lol.

going to slp soon.

also got nothing to do also.
days for me will be boring as others will be starting school.
and i will be doing nothing. should go find work to work liao.
see how bahs.

lol.

byeeee.

At worlds' end.

2009-04-10T08:26:00.004+08:00

Earth is left with 3 years.

and maybe this would be the last 3 years.

World's Nightmare.

i read the newspaper saying there would be a solar storm.

meaning which is what we always said.

世界末日. (chinese not good. not sure the mo is correct anot)

always talking about it.

asking when will it come.

now this time maybe it will be coming.

taken from the newspaper.

A grim prediction of a world teetering on the edge of apocalypse has come, not from the lips of soothsayers or lunatics, but from space scientists.

In a report funded by the Nation Aeronautics and Space Administration (NASA) and issued by the US National Academy of Sciences earlier this year, space scientists warned of a massive solar storm wreaking havoc on Earth 2012.

A solar storm - essentially plasma balls spewing from the surface of the sun - can distort the Earth's magnetic field.

A particularly big one can destroy the tens of thousands of expensive and hard-to-build transformers in power grids worldwide.

This will plunge major cities like Singapore into blackouts, which are expected to last months, or even years, as the new transformers are painstakingly manufactured.

Standstill

Meanwhile, with no power, modern life grinds to a standstill.

In the first moments of this catastrophe, trains will collide and planes will crash, as their communications systems fail.

Satellites will crash back to Earth like meteors.
Hospitals, with their life-sustaining support systems, will see some of the most urgent needs at first.

But eventually, millions may die from hunger and thirst.

With no power, food cannot be processed or delivered. Water cannot be pumped from reservoirs into homes.

Back-up generators will help, but only for a few days before their fuel runs out.

As sewage systems fail, diseases will break out.

Horses will replace cars, the financial system will collapse and, in a silver lining of sorts, there will be certainly be no more e-mails for you to clear.

Unsurprisingly, the report has generated much buzz.

Some accuse Nasa of scare-mongering in a bid to draw more funding.

But some independent experts have also praised the report as "fair", "balanced" and "thoughtful".

do you believe this?

and it said that the solar wave arrives in three waves.

- 1st wave -

Solar flares

Consisting of X-rays and UV radiation, solar flares take a mere eight minutes to travel from the sun to the Earth. Commercial airplanes are in extreme danger, as the flares can wipe out radio communications on any plane flying in its path. Satellites will be knocked off their orbits and fall back to earth.

- 2nd wave -

Radiation storm

This follows barely eight minutes later, and will cause more serious problems. Electronics can be fried by this heavy dose of radiation. On Earth, we are shielded by rhe combines forces of the Earth's magnetic field and atmosphere. But anyone caught outside, like astronauts, are vulnerable.

- 3rd wave -

Coronal Mass Ejection (CME)

This is the main force of the solar storm and consists of plasma. The plasma interacts with the Earth's magnetic field but the result is highly unpredictable. If the CME has a north polarity, it will bounce off the earth's magnetic field harmlessly. But if it has a south polarity, the CME can hurl itself into the Earth's magnetic field, distorting it and inducing and overload of current in power grids worldwide.

so , if you guys do believe this. we only left with 3 years.

i do believe in this. 3 years to live on more.

what will you guys do?

treasure what you have now before its really too late. =)

2009-04-09T23:26:00.002+08:00

i guess somehow that problem might happen again soon.
i tried avoiding it already.
now its up to you.
if i can't stand it than it will happen.

last few days i gave in already.

i just walked away.

sigh , why someone always will be there like without fail.

i wont be there even someone is there.

unless is i guess correctly.

2009-04-09T01:29:00.002+08:00

life is like a game.

once you lose it.
everything's gone.

mood didnt change for today.
as the same , i just didnt show out.
woke up at 5pm as i slept at 6am.
cant get to slp.
play game till 8pm than went down find allan and eric.
as allan called and told me eric finding me.
in the end.

i went down eric going home bath and change.

and he told me is allan finding me one.

stupid can.

than he told me allan went jogging.
wah , i came down than like that.
never mind lor. i waited.
he came back and we played basketball.
play till im so sweaty.

finish sit down and talk till 12plus and now im home.

dont even know what to do now.

cant get to slp again.

have to wake up early tml and yet i cant slp.

sigh. what am i trying to think again.

confuse , complicated and im going insane soon.

2009-04-08T01:08:00.002+08:00

all of a sudden , i felt so lost.
a bad headache.
thinking back wanting all those past of mine.
how i always smiled , laugh.
i want those good moods of mine back.

looking back how i am so happy.

with no bad moods.

i want those smiles , laughter and most of all , my happiness back.

can i reverse time and stop the time at my past ?
looking at now , i'm always feeling so lost and down.

no happiness for almost 2 months.

angry so easily at times.

having the urge to end the mood i'm always having now.

once and for all.
but i don't think it would be so easy.

i would like to be the mr nice guy again.

always smiling around , joking around and being kind to others.
i want to be happy again.

no harm saying and asking all this.

just want to ask.

karrie , did you notice i've not being so good to you again?

like eric scold or want to beat you i don't even stop him.

i've change alot. though eric scold or wanted to beat you. he still cares for you.

wenkai , i want to be like last time always going out with you again.

laughing around like nobody business.

nelson , i don't want say out things to you because i'm not trusting anyone nowadays.

i'm keep all to myself just to let the matter rest like i use to last time.

yanyan , i know you always trying to cheer me up. thanks. i'm glad there's someone who is willing to cheer me up. but due to my mood , i'm sorry i still can't smile yet.

eric , i know you best , you always try to patch things up peacefully. just try to be good to ah ger more often. violence cannot solve all things. after all , she's still your sister. yes , i know sometimes i also have that thinking but i didn't do it after all.

BB , i know you always asking me to relax but i hope i can. you too also must. i'm trying hard to open up. you also must try. ok ?

allan , you seldom with us but however i still got contact you. being good to you because you are still a good buddy to me. trust worthy buddy. don't let small things get over you. your mood are better than mine so is your thinking. you can don't care one.

ah boy , yes. you said you might be worst than me but now you are still happy. having good moods. i don't. i everyday just have a low mood. now , mine is harder to solve than yours.

to all ,
happiness is everything.
violence , quarrel and sadness is nothing.
i know but i'm trying hard.
i want to change back to my old self.
once again , trust and hatred has come to me.
who to trust and who to hate.
i know you all don't want me to be like this.
but this is how i will be.
i hope you can make me trust you once again.

let me be who i am for now.
slowly i see if i can change.

any problems just go ahead and find me.

anything just say infront of me.
just don't make me angry will do.

thats all i can say for now.

i will get angry easily.
remember. thats the Deric now.

2009-04-07T02:09:00.005+08:00

i guess i'm out of mood.
everyday , it's the same.

i'm on my own from now on.

i shall not post what's with my mood today.

went down to sk , didnt train anything.
boring and wasting time.
walked home alone from there.
thats all.

nothing more.

a big scar left on me.

injuries will always heal but some just leave a scar behind.

i might have fallen and injured.

it heals fast but still with pain.

now that there's the scar.

it will always be there.

even if i can make away the scar.

the pain i went through still be there.

and whenever i think of the pain,

i would think why i 've fallen.

now i know why i will fall.

i will be more careful.

being on yourself maybe selfish.

but you have to depends on the scene.

sometimes its better to be selfish.

althought people might say, just don't care.

being too good might only harm yourself.

so be careful , trust those who can be trusted.

giving a fake smile is a must.

so , people won't know how you feel.

walk away as if there's nobody business.

i will never ever fall again.

looking ahead and i'll never fall.

being selfish is what i need now.

i know what i'll do when thing happens.

giving up sometimes is a need.

trying hard seems difficult.

gone would be the most easy.

independent is what i need most now.

don't ever climb above me.

know everyone's limit.

trust is important. make me trust you.

if not , i'll hate you.

thats the Deric now.

that used to be has gone for the time.

2009-04-05T06:14:00.002+08:00

sigh , why am i keep on thinking of death.

i guess life is really nothing to me now.

i just know i wont be happy anymore.

everyday with a funny mood.

sorry if you guys don't like it.
i know you all doesn't like seeing black face.
i also don't want to give.
i just can't help it.
i just totally out of the mood everyday.

why i'm like this ?

i've change , totally.

a quiet and hardly smile guy.

the old Deric is gone.

i hope , he will be back someday.

but i think it won't.
its okay.

i will smile. but those are fakes.
i will make you all happy except for me.

somehow , i will be alot more different.
afew of you know.

keep it to yourself to those who know.

alright , i given in once again.
if there's a next time , i won't anymore.

so , i hope there won't be.

i'm letting bygones be bygones.

but some are not supposed to be forgive and forget.

i will bear it in my mind.

one day , i swear to myself.

i will do it.

as long as i'm not agigtated.

i'm no more mr nice guy.

2009-04-02T17:04:00.003+08:00

its not me.
just feel how people feels.
like you wanted me to know how you felt.
treat everyone better for now.
if you don't you get what i mean.

treat them like normal.

wtf does you all want?

i work till im super tired.

whole body aching. damn.
came back i ask my aunty to help mi cook mee.
she cook liao den is mee goreng den still add chilli ?
wtf , not 1st time. i dun like. eat abit i threw away the rest.

angry till not hungry.

den 1 hour later. my another aunty cook again.
WTF. she said she heard mi asking to cook mee.
HELLO! its 1hr ago CAN.k
COOK LIAO THAN WHO SUPPOSED TO EAT?
3 PERSON SAYING ME WONT I GET DULAN?

2 aunties and my brother.

wtf. keep saying me.

totally no mood.

2009-04-01T23:19:00.001+08:00

super FUCKED up now.
cb.

FUCKING DOG LIFE OF MINE.

FUCKING NO MOOD NOW LA.

2009-03-31T23:17:00.003+08:00

i might reconsider that post.

cause i just knew something.

something which is so disappointing.

why?

i just dont know why you must be like this.
like you say.
i'm joking but you don't think so.
it applies to you too.

learn how to feel can.

think over it and come tell me.
sigh.

2009-03-31T05:29:00.006+08:00

alright , i can forgive you now.

but we both need time,

cos i want to believe that you won't let this happen again,

won't let my mind run wild & make me feel jealous again.

but how am i supposed to face you now,

i don't want to go there & give everyone black face,

i just need time,

unless you can really make me believe you right now,

i'm always your good buddy,

please do not let this happen again.

cos i know we both feel the same.

we dont feel good.

okays, hope ya reading this post.

2009-03-30T19:49:00.002+08:00

i don't blame anyone.
moreover , i'm blaming myself.

i knew my own mistakes.

for being jealous.

jealous of you treating another friend more better than me.

yes , i remember i did say i won't answer your call all that.

at that time of point i don't feel like talking.

maybe , you msg me. i might reply. just up to my mood.

but after so many people asking me not to do this or that.

i felt they all helping you.

but its not. they are just saying whats in their mind.

i know it's not worth it. but look at the problem.

i'm not saying about your attitude now.

yes , you've change. i know.

your attitude changes so does how you treat your friends.

you don't like me to tease you , i stop teasing.
you don't like me to joke about you. i stop joking.
you ask me out even thou i don't feel like going out. i still go.
that day i angry about you. but even how i still go.
why? i still treat you as best buddy. can't you see?
i angry about you i don't even tell you. i just gave a face only.
you asked me. ni fa shen mo pi qi. i just kept quiet.

but after few hours. i still talk to you like normal.

i still have alot of why in my mind.

why does this happen?

why did you become like this?

why am i like that?

lots of why.

as i said , i'm willing to forgive and forget.

it all just depends on you.

2009-03-30T03:14:00.002+08:00

Everytime I think about it, I don't know what to do. I can't talk to you. I can't msg you. I can't call you. I can't meet you up and I can't get to see you.

i didn't say u can't talk to me.

i didn't say u can't msg me.

i didn't say u can't call me.

i didn't say u cant't meet me.

i don't have the rights to say all those.

is just up to me if i want to talk or msg.

i can only don't answer your call.

u can meet me but only if i want to.

you can get to see me. is just only if you can get to see me around.

saying all this.

i was thinking.

i might answer your call and might reply your sms.

just by looking at your post.
i'm getting soft hearted again.

everything doesn't only lie in my hands.

it takes two hands to clap.

i'm always willing to forgive and forget.

but will you still be the same?

will we still be like last time?

i'm asking myself all this when i saw your post.

yes , i know how you feel.

i know you are sorry.

so am i.

i don't know what had happened in between.

all of a sudden. we just became colder to each other.

not only to me. to allan , eric.

we always used to laugh happily.

now , to me. i'm only better with allan and eric.

when can we again , be that happy.

it all depends on you. =)

morning see doctor no fever. now got abit of fever.
boring. at least im getting better. just have to complete the medication.

now i think i still cant get to slp again. i will try.

2009-03-29T20:24:00.002+08:00

Actions speaks louder than words.

yes , i've been saying it again and again.

why? look at your own actions.

words is hard to believe either.

not you wanted.

but i'm the one who started.

i purposely did it.

you should know why.

if you don't know.

recall what i said.

yes , you said you changed and not letting me wait.
sometimes i still sit there like a idiot for 20mins ?
i treated you as a sister. i just complain only.

i hate to wait. i can say.

but i just don't mind waiting for you.

you think i can sleep so well even when i wanted to end this ?

3 days. i only slept for 6hrs.

just now morning after i see doctor. i slept for another 6hrs.

3 days i only slept for total of 12hrs.

believe it or not is up to you.

you can ask nelson.

if you were like last time. i would have just forgive you.

but you were totally different now. how different are you?

try asking around.

like i said , everyone have eyes. they know how to see.

you can't look at yourself about what you have done.

ask around , thats what i've been doing.
ask that am i that bad.

am i mostly in the wrong.

you can try asking that too.

i am still thinking.

thinking hard.

2009-03-28T09:38:00.004+08:00

and yes. now i'm crying when i reading allan post.
i dare to admit. IM CRYING.
only he's the one who knows me well.
i cant stop crying.
why , does crying makes a guy a girl?
NO , guys do cry and shed tears.
maybe allan didnt write properly in his post.
IM SORRY.

im stupid enough.

crying over such things.

why , why am i so soft hearted.

crying under my pillow.
i feel like crying it out loud.
yes , u guys can say im a girl or what.
but im just touch reading his post.
i told him not to post all those up.
yes , some are misunderstanding.
but i dun like the way it is.
i apologise.
SORRY.
and i did complain when i waited. allan i did complain.
but eventually i just take it as nth happen.
all can come find mi. dun find allan.
its not his fault saying all those.
find mi. just mi will do.
scold all u wan.
i gave up. its all my fault.
its no one else fault.
i did say ah boy. yes.
but who paid for the chalet. we only paid for the food.

i may said i go home in the morning and dun wan squeeze wif them.

ya , i said that cause i always dun have any space to sleep nicely.

in the end i tot i was in the wrong too. but it was too late also.
ah boy , im sry for that too. i know u may have heard it. i say it loudly that day.
now i dare to say. and i dare to admit.
you all just dun understand how i feel only.
im still crying. crying for such stupid things.
you all just nv see mi cry before.
i think now only afew ppl understand how i feel.
good friends good buddies.

even if im gone. i take all this memories wif mi.

im sick and i dun even have the mood to go see doctor.

im under so much stress.

i may be dulan but im aching inside.

lots of you just dun understand.

心事谁能知

2009-03-28T08:16:00.006+08:00

damn it can.

can you all understand how i feel?

please put yourself in my shoes.

you may think i like this disappear may be happy but you all maybe wrong.

i can tell you i'm sad.

you all just don't know how i feel only.

no mood to sleep , eat or play.

i cant get to sleep.

not eating proper meal.

play and get injuries.

you think i like all this?

not i really want to say.

we all have eyes.

those who know how to see will know.

those who understand me will know how i feel.

putting them in my shoes , they feel the same as me.

maybe some of you wont. but most of them do.

listen to the song , season in the sun.

it start like this.

`goodbye to you my trusted friend , we've know each other since we were 9 or 10.

together we've climb hills and trees. learned of love and ABC's.

skinned our hearts and skinned our knees.

goodbye my friend it's hard to die. when all the birds are singing in the sky.

now the spring is in the air. pretty girls are everywhere.

think of me and i'll be there.

we had joy , we had fun , we had seasons in the sun.

those two goodbye sentence is meant for now.

those other few sentence. can say we are like that when we used to.

what happened?

all gone. now i got no joy and no fun.

ever since i feel someone spoiling us.

putting yourself in my shoes. please , go and think how i feel.

thought i scold you or argue with you. it hurts. you just don't know anything.

i told myself. why should i shed tears? since you can be happy right now.

while saying this to some of them. i really holding up those tears.

even now when i'm typing.

last time we used to be good buddies right.

i even shared all my things to you.

but now to me , i don't think i can trust you.

how will you show me i can trust you again?

how to be the buddies we used to be?

how how how? i'm still thinking. is there another way to solve this.

i'm not trying to be emotional. i'm saying all my truthful words.

i deamt about this happening one day.

and it did. yes , you didn't do anything wrong.

it was me who started. i can't stand this anymore.

what your brother said to me is true. but he didn't try putting himself in my shoes.

i understand what he said. but he also should understand how i feel.

why must all this happen in the first place?

this type of feeling just sucks can.

now , what is friends.

what is buddy.

i know whose my friends and whose my buddy from now on.

those who can be truely trusted and treating me nicely are my buddies.

others are just normal friends to me.

i truely know well.
now , people what. i just listen.

take it as a comment.

what they want say i just let them say.

what can i do when they want to say?

beat them? scold them?

i don't do it this way. just let them finish those words they want.

erase it when its done.

thanks for letting me get to my senses.

i won't forget those joyful periods.

i won't forget those funny moments.

i won't forget the friendship we had last time.

but one thing i will forget now is a great buddy to me is gone.

why? ask yourself.

i'm always the one who gave in the most.

i guess i am too kind hearted.

i will learn to be hard when i move on.

i'm not looking down on you. never will i.

i'm just on my own now.

please take a look back how i treated you.

and the way you treated me last time.

and take a closer look how i and you been treating each other.

allan knows and understand how i feel. he's also 11 years buddy to me.

he had change alot all this year but we both still treating each other very good.

all the times. i can say i'm giving fake smiles.

only same are real. only last time. always real.

what happen to me now. god.

please guide me can.

my heart is aching.

i'm sick and tired of all this.

so , i chose to be gone. the only way i can try to stay away from all this.

i just only want to be happy.

happy and i'm satisfied.

i don't ask for more. just a little request. is it so difficult?

i'm saying all my feelings out. hoping i will feel better.

those who know just know. don't know than don't ask.

i want to forget and just get some happy moments.

hate me all you want.

i just suck to the core.

i'm only a bastard. just some friend i am to you all.

i've only have this word which i know in some of your mind.

hatred.

just go ahead. i've got nothing more to say.

i'm just a loser.

i admit defeat.

you've won.

all those things which i gave.

you can do whatever you want.

throw , give or sell. it's all up to you.

i gave it to you because you like it. and you are my best buddy.

wenkai may like it. but somehow i still always giving it to you first unless it got extra.

do other people get those?

maybe you are reading this.

maybe you are not. but i know others are.

tag all you want guys.

say all about me. i want to know more about myself. please say.

this is all i can say.

我很心苦又很难受.

2009-03-27T02:37:00.003+08:00

DERIC'S

GONE FOR GOOD.

GOODBYE!

2009-03-26T04:08:00.002+08:00

its been quite long since i last update.
now gonna update.

came back from chalet yesterday morning.

din wanna stay till check out time as i dun really like that way it is.

i dun wan to say out la. some just noe the reason. thats the way of mi.

i dun like i can just go off. anytime.

at chalet , bbq for 2 days. 1st day didnt eat much.

2nd day still okok.

sigh. thinking of something makes mi super sad. dun wanna say.

shouldnt have go. so stupid of mi man.

didnt do much things at chalet as im not so in a playing mood.

boring to me can. making me dun feel like going to chalet anymore next time.

end of that.

lets talk about something else. my own feelings.

if u are seeing this , remember it bah.

you should know who you are. =)

and one thing. i'm not saying u.

i dun like to argue. when i keep quiet , u can stop talking.

i'll be okay in no time.

sometimes i wan to be left alone.

i not so easily angry. even if so , i still will cool down in no time.

i'm always been good and yes. im always saying u but im just joking arnd.

yes , u may be angry. i dun mind. i also will stop. its not that i wont stop.

its not i dun cherish or care about the friendship. i do care. if i dun care , i would argue all the way wif u. i've been very good already. how good u want me to be ? just tell mi , im okay one.

to u , the way u talk is not arguing. but to mi it is. u must noe how someone feels.

i've been tolerating very long. and that day i just continue to tolerate. i din blurst out my feelings.

i dun like to blurst out at ppl.

sometimes u can say i jealous. yes but jealous of friendship.

why ? u can see yourself. some other ppl also can see that too if they know how to see.

its not i dun wan to continue that friendship. is u made me dun wan to continue one.

but somehow , i still xin luan. i gave in again. i say to u is the last chance maybe. but i dun think so to myself. cause i cant be hard to ppl. yes , maybe its not the last. but one thing i can confirm. i wont be that mr nice guy anymore. i can just simply walk away. anytime. any place.

okay , lets stop talking about that.

oh my, i've been coughing for a few days.

having sore throat. like going no voice.

sian man! why like that. i will cough till i cant slp. lol.

forget it. let is heal slowly. i can take it. just abit tough.

2009-03-14T00:50:00.003+08:00

- out of mood -

training today is boring.

train for KN anni.
train dragon.
super boring.

headache now.

got nth much to do.

dulan with some problems.

thats all for today.

almost everyday im slping in the morning.

morning become night.

night become morning.
yesterday , went out with ah ger , darrick , rachel.

went to pasir ris first to book the chalet.

after booking wanted to go to some other place to buy things.
in the end i dun wan go. too far.

went to white sands instead. went to buy hair dye.

went to arcade play games.

and when playing , BB came and find us.

yeah , play till 10plus went to take bus back home.

while waiting for bus , we all chatted on some topics.

lol , i know u all know. enough.

funny la.

went to rachel house and she helped mi dye my hair.

darrick went back home.

shuzheng and eric came over to rachel house.

yeah , dyed my hair. shuzheng also want abit. lol.

dye liao eric gave mi a nickname. jin mao shi wang.

stupid can.

after dye went to eat supper.

after that went home.

use com till 6plus in the morning than go slp.

thats all. past few days im lazy to say out.

want to know go to this links.

- http://www.karriengai.com/

- http://www.ahbert2828.blogspot.com/

thats all. bye.

bastards / bitches.

2009-03-06T02:45:00.003+08:00

yeah , time to blog.

morning woke up at 5am. went off wif my mum.

went to help her out wif her food store at yu min primary school.

yeah , help her do things , wash , clean tables. sweep.

can say its boring when recess is over. got nth to do!
omg , im bored to death at there. sit there fa dai feel like slping. Lol.

2pm finally finish everything. mummy and mi walk to tampines inter.

went there walk walk as i want to look for things. and yes!

she's going to help mi pay my driving tests all that. yeah im going to enroll soon.

when we were boarding the bus , 3 stupid bitches squeeze in and cut my mum's queue.

and i saw a paper flew and hit my mum's head. that lucky bastard/bitch din let mi see is who.

and when boarding , got 1 look at my mother i look at her. think what. u 3 young she old can bully? fuck off , still got mi. bitch. __

why , i look at u den u dun dare look back? dun dare look back den next time please fucking queue up. thinking people old can fucking bully them. and lucky i din saw who throw the piece of paper. if i saw i sure give u a fucking punch to ur face.

wan bully my mother come bully mi 1st.

reach home , i bathe and went to slp. 3plus i reach home.

slp till 7plus i think. wake up eat abit of food.

and waited till 11plus for BB , ah ger and ah bee to come back and eat dinner.

lol , eat liao i bring BB go bus stop.

after that went home. use com!

dun wanna slp yet as im still full.

ask ah ger send mi 1 song. send liao nvm.

she spammed mi wif alot of songs. -_-

wth. nth much liao. till here.

tml sk training ! wee , sat sk DINNER!

=) byes!

as always.

2009-03-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

continue from the older post.

bathe , changed and eat at home and went down to find BB.

went down saw BB and darrick together.

not long after , ah ger came down.

yeah , waited and waited and waited.

waited for all who is going. going to TM.

i rather today i stay at home more better.
forget it.

gonna slp soon. tml nid to wake up early.

not in the mood to blog much.

till here , bye.

2009-03-04T13:36:00.002+08:00

woke up at 12pm. lol. im early today.
cause i slept early last night. but 5am i got wake up -_-
slp back. wa piang my fan from 1 go to 3.
shld be my sis. wake up so cold. turn back to 1 den slp back. shld be at 9plus. if im not wrong.
haha.

yes , im still coughing. just now find medicine.
eat liao. still coughing.

decided to let my lip hole close.
its been a few months putting studs or retainer.
put till sian. sometimes eat still mafan.
dun wanna put anymore. yeah , like that my cousins and family also will stop saying mi.
if i got the money i will go and laser my hand tattoos too. too obvious at my hand.
forget it. wait till i got money den say. lol. anyway my hand tattoo also ugly.

yeah , BB said he put his alarm at 12pm. in the end 1.30 den wake up. hahah.

okay bah. at night den update if got anything. =)

2009-03-04T01:38:00.002+08:00

mood now : feeling sick. -_-

headache , cough. feel like im going to have a fever.

lol. i hate fever but i only love it when sch times. haha.

and i have a bad feeling of something gonna happen.

nvm , dun worry about that.

today stayed home till 9plus than went down to find them.
watched tv earlier and than went to xiao hong ji meet them.
had my dinner there. lol.
after that went to 7 11 pay phone bill than went to minimart buy bread go home.
went home to put the bread.
went to 137 and sit. i just sit and kept quiet. doing nth at there.

yes , today i suddenly dun feel like doing 1 thing. you guess should know =D
but please dun say out. secret! you know i know can liao. haha.

they took pictures and wanted to take mine too but i use my hand to cover.

no mood to take pics. lol.

headache now , keep coughing.

boring. hope tml can go out and dun rot.

feel like cutting hair.

anyway , NELSON!

read my post. hope u can do it for yourself and your school mates.

DO YOUR SCHOOL and US PROUD! =D
win others. i dun wan to mention.

yes , TRY YOUR BEST! and we will be there to support you guys.

GO NYP! =D

and after your competition at night still got good food waiting for you to eat leh!

haha. till here. =)

2009-03-02T03:53:00.001+08:00

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky

One Good-natured optimist.

Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome).

Indulges self.

Boastful.

Likes luxuries and gambling.

Social and outgoing.

Doesn't like responsibilities.

Often fantasizes.

Impatient.

Fun to be around.

Having lots of friends.

Flirtatious.

Doesn't like rules.

Sometimes hypocritical.

Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes.

Doesn't like being doubted.

Beautiful inside and out.

most of the listed things are true about me. well.

this few days have been tonning at sk.

yeah yeah. nth much to blog.

2009-02-23T02:27:00.003+08:00

My Favorite Weapon at S.K! =D

Fierce pose!

Happy pose! LOL. =x

this few days always at sk. lol.

monday - keep things.

wednesday - keep things.

friday - training.

saturday - extra training.

sunday - slack and play drumming.

seems so fun. haha.
extra training is for dragon dance.
so fun playing the drum.
played traditional drumming.

freestyle drumming! woot. so fun. haha.

but also got go out la. on friday , afternoon met BB , shuzheng , darrick and ah ger.

went to pennisula to buy shuzheng stuff. went to suntec!

went to catch soft toys again! got 1 mickey for 2 dollars =x

wan see go

http://www.karriengai.blogspot.com/

wa , ah ger. help u advertise ur blog. haha.

must pay money!

haha , joking la.
anyway , alot of mickey mouse i caught for her also can see at her blog.

some other soft toys also la.

always put at her there.

gave to her. haha.

now i got nothing to do.
how i wish time always stop i can keep playing.

sian sia. sigh!

what can i do tml ?
any place or got anything for mi to do ?
darrick not going sch coming to meet us. yeah.
no pants den dun go sch. ah hai!
lol man.
every night thinking what to do tml or go where.
always same thinking. so sian de la.
forget it. wait till tml den see how.
sure got things for mi to do but i dunno what is it only.

cant wait training to be started man.
guys and girls. PLEASE!
find extra 1 day to train dragon for the anniversary.

im still here , faster train while u all can.

when im gone to the army. u all dun have dragon head liao.
so , ASAP! we all gather together and plan.

hopefully i wont so fast go in army. but i think im going in real soon.

SOON!

till here! i'll update again. =D

2009-02-17T03:44:00.003+08:00

sian man.

valentines day im suay.
lol , play soccer at basketball court than i kick the ball hit till ppl's house window.
the family came out kpkb.

police came, talk talk , took down my details all that than go liao.

haha.

today , woke up saw BB's sms saying nid to go down sk by 6pm.
5.30 i meet darrick and shuzheng. took 21 go down.
reach there around 6.15. no ppl came yet.
waited till 7 than ah leong came.

BB 7plus than come. lol.

kept things, pack shi guan. chit chat awhile.

than ah leong korkor drove us all back home.

1st drove shifu to his hse - kallang.

2nd darrick - ang moh kio.

3rd BB - pasir ris.

lastly us, me and shuzheng - bedok reservoir.

but than his van fuel going to empty. so when driving us to bedok.

he went to shell 1st to top up his fuel at tampines.

lol , or else he tml no nid drive. haha.

he stay near us thats why we are last. haha.

thanks korkor anyway!

reached , went to 136 find ah ger they all.

when reach 136 allan finish eating. our turn to eat.
haha. mee soto for both mi and shuzheng.
slowly allan went off 1st.

than shuzheng.

i reach home at 2am. -_-
was tired but didnt wan to slp yet so on com and use.

watched lion dance videos. watch till bored.

nothing to do!
omg. im so bored.

going to slp soon!

so late liao. haha.

blog another day. =D

so bored D:

2009-02-10T01:35:00.007+08:00

well , im bored so i came to blog.no ppl to chat wif at msn.
nothing. -_- im bored lah. lol.

went to eddie's sintua there to help.
waited quite long. was boring also. haha.
at there till 11pm than walk all the way to bus stop take 87 back.
went to eat wif ah ger. haha. hungry =x

now got nth to do. saw the photos of myself.
a big difference in some pics i guess.

2009

2008

2007

2006

2005

2004

2003

lol , all look quite different eh?

haha. my tag box so quiet.

peeps! pls tag mi =x

pics pics!

2009-02-06T01:48:00.003+08:00

i shall upload pictures. haha.

i simply love this pictures!

Wen Kai and me!

S.K Flag! i simply love this pic!

Dragon instrument Team =X

=x

2009-02-03T01:05:00.003+08:00

lol , its been very long since i last blog.
since i have nth to do now. i shall blog abit =x

new year = new luck , new friends and lots of new things.

hahah.

and 2 weeks ago i sprain my ankle. till now still havent recover.

lion dance , chingay , my ankle cant rest. how i hope it be over soon and maybe i should go see doctor. lol. thanks to allan , chase bus den i sprain. forget it. dont blame him. blame on that stupid stone.

its been so long i sprain my ankle.
yeah, going to get my cert soon. 11 feb.
now im just still waiting and waiting.
waiting for my ns letter to come.

save more money!

my hong bao money i will bank it into my POSB.

and still i will continue to put $1 coin into my piggy bank which i got for my birthday present.

haha. still like small kid eh.

yes! im old but my thinking is still small =x
yesterday i slpt at 6pm when i got home.

woke up early on 10plus am on 31st Jan.

didnt slp till 1 Feb 6pm. lol. cleaned up SK than morning went to chu shi.
okay , continue from 6pm =x
i asked my mother to wake mi up at 8pm so i can get to watch chingay's parade on TV.
she woke mi up and i watch starting abit than i fall aslp.
Lol =x
too tired.

slpt till next day 10am plus wake up liao.
im so bored. nothing to do. went to play game.
played counterstrike. (online)
play 2 hours like that i got nth to do. than msn chat chat.

went down to meet ah ger and allan.
but allan send his gf home.
nvm loh. i go eat my lunch. ah ger pei mi.
i eat finish den ah ger want buy something to eat.
funny thing , she forgot to bring her wallet out!
Lol!
than no choice she have to lend money from mi.
haha.

than buy okay liao went to basketball court sit down.
she eat her thing than i watch ppl play basketball.
allan came. i was playing basketball when he came. he dun want to play cause he waiting for fren to bring down lion head. lol. not sian ah?
nvm , fren bring down. i pei they all go play. i watch them play.
after awhile , fren nid to go home.
philpine frens ask us to play basketball. lol. at first we reject.
than dunno what time we went to play wif them.

hahah.

played till 10pm. lights off.

off they go , went home.

but we 4 ppl , me , ah ger , allan and shu zheng sit down and chat loh.

chat chat, went to buy drinks.

11pm shu zheng went off first.

we continue chat.
chat about stupid things. lol.
taught ah ger the drumming steps name.

after that 12am liao. came home.
i went to offer joss sticks to god.
than i went to bathe.
came out still haven go burn the incense paper.
cause throw the thing liao not seng puay. lol.
nvm , i went to throw. 1 time enough. haha.
waiting for me ah. HAHA.

then i went to burn loh. burn liao on com.
now also nth to do. so i came to blog.
suddenly feel like blogging. maybe i went to see ppl's post than ppl come see mine got nth.
so i update now. haha.

this shld be a very long post bah? i guess.
maybe to some its not. but to me, YES!
cause i have such a long post before. got also not i post de.
ppl help mi. haha.

tml still have to wake up early in the morning go down SK.
chu shi again. still not the last. when can i get to rest?
i want my ankle to recover!
after chinese new year, training at SK per normal.
hmm , i think i will be teaching Alvin to learn shi wei. haha.

thats all i think. hope tml i can dont be lion's tail.
so tiring.
D=
maybe i must be bah. no choice cause nelson is injured.

all the best. lol.

k bah. this shoud be enough. haha.

byes! update when i feel like updating =X

OH YA! Pictures and some videos can be view @ www.sgsarkong.blogspot.com

MERRY CHRISTMAS =D

2008-12-25T10:35:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!
MAY ALL OF YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!

hmm. yesterday christmas eve was boring.
went for lion dance.
do nth there. lol.
we sit and watch!
we stand and watch!
haha. thats what i told BB.

after lion dance went home.
watch tv awhile. reply smses.
slp!
but keep waking up like 2 hrs after i fall aslp.
12plus i slept. 3plus woke up.

6plus woke up again. slp back.

8plus wake up dun wan slp liao.
so went to have breakfast. use com play game.
so nth much to do. came to blog. lol.

long time din post. hah.

my hip bone hurts man.

sucks. as long as im still standing , i will be strong!

nth is impossible. hope i will be alright. yeah!

later going to my uncle hse.
as all my relative will be there to celebrate x'mas.

few more days to a new year.

so , which means.

"a new year! a new start!"

everyday's a brand new day.

and again. i shall wish all a merry christmas!

and a happy new year. =)

yay. =x

2008-12-05T01:56:00.002+08:00

YES ! 18 loh. haha.

im at the LEGAL age!

didnt do anything much today cause it was raining.

den 7plus pm went down to play soccer loh.
play till 8plus den went to eat dinner and camp at mac.
lol. 12am. karrie 1st to wish mi happy birthday but i also not sure is it 12 yet but she said she followed her hp time. lol.
so counted her as first loh.
den slowly sms came in. hah.

thanks all who wished mi happy birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF TOO ^^V

will be going to have dinner wif karrie they all.

cheers!

im HAPPY.

=D

2008-12-04T18:50:00.001+08:00

yesterday , went out wif my downstairs friends.

went to bugis tian tian huo guo. lol.

eat steam boat.

ate alot eh.

they all wanted to eat to celebrate for my bday.

celebrated in advance due to some cannot make it on other days.

lol.

friday will be going to celebrate wif sk ppl liao.
hah.

1 DAY MORE AND IM 18 YEARS OLD ! YAY! =X

long time din update ;x

2008-11-30T23:35:00.002+08:00

FINALLY ! SCHOOL'S OVER!

yeah! so happy. 2 years and im gonna get tt cert.
CA called and asked mi to go back on monday to sign things -_-

which i guess will be only 5mins will do?

haha. nvm loh. not gonna see him anymore unless outside meet till him. haha.
he's a good lecturer okay! best of the best for mi =x
haha.

5 more days.
im gonna be 18!
finally. the day im waiting. ^^V

SHAGUA! I UPDATED LIAO!
SEE SEE SEE!

gonna wake up early tml to go sch which i 11am. go awhile can go liao.

wearing home clothes. hah.

good eh.

i want my presents please! =X

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLAN !

2008-11-06T00:40:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLAN!

TEN YEARS OF FRIENDS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!

HAHA!

THIS IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU!

Alright , today went to school in the morning.

Didn't late for class eh.

Haha. Finish IGV lesson i go home liao cause still need to go for lion dance.

Went home , bathe and play cs. :D

cs till ah boy came then i went down to meet him.

Went up to ah ger house. Ah boy drink cereal cause his jaw pain.

Went down at 5 and meet they all.

Meet BB , Sandy and Allan.

Went to buy 4D. Sad. I almost zhong ma piao. lol.

Never mind , walk to ah leong korkor house there.

Wait for John quite long then korkor drove us to geylang and we walked in ourself to Kong Ngai.

Helping them chushi.

Was quite fun.

Haha.

After all , all of us went to eat at geylang lor 40 with Kong Ngai people.

Same as SarKong , finish we all will go and eat dinner.

After that went back to shiguan and change up.

Walked to bus stop and took bus 21.

On bus , we all count down to Allan's 16th Birthday.

12am! He got my sms and he got beaten from Nelson first.

After that was my turn xD

Haha.

Now at home , using com awhile cause i'm putting some songs into my Ipod.

So long i didnt update le.

Finally now i'm updating myself. Lols.

Good uhs. Didnt thought of updating -_-

Cause i'm lazy enough. x.x

Hmm , nothing much le. Getting nag!

Off i go ~

NIGTHS ALL!

Sunday!

2008-10-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

Sunday!
Meet up with Allan, Ahger, Alvin and Sandy to tampines.
Bought lip ring. LOL.
After that went to SK.
Like big event today.
5 lions and 1 dragon.
LOL!

2 Army boy! LOL

Mouth cannot close huh? haha. Rich boy!

His face is damn red!
I know la. It's the light.
But take a look.

Red right?? He drank. LOL!

After that went home. Reached home, conference with sk ppl.
Not all. Plan if we are driving out.
But John drink jus now.
So how?
Cannot drive. BORED!
So Wenkai, ahger and me went to pasir ris to watch movie.
Catch "The coffin".
Not nice la!
LOL. But got shocking parts.

On our way there. All with jackets becos we know it will be very cold!

Laugh until like that! LOL! haha

Blur day!

2008-10-21T23:20:00.002+08:00

Went to school today.
Finish school and headed back home.
Meet up with Eddie, Darryl, Ah ger and Allan near my house around 8 plus.
Allan and Deric is funny today.
Crack jokes and the funniest thing I can remember is Deric!

We were accompanying Eddie and Darryl for their bus 22.
We: Bus 22 is coming. (It's guessing that it's coming and bus 8 is approaching the bus stop that can be seen by all of us.)
Deric: That's not bus 8 (In a very confident way)
Me: I'm saying the bus behind and not saying about the bus 8.
Deric: That's not bus 8. (Again in a confident way)
Me: (Looking at him and the bus to double check if it's bus 8)
Me: LAUGHING VERY LOUDLY
Deric: I wanted to say it's not bus 22.

And he realized what we are laughing at.
The scene is very funny with his look of confident.
And we kept laughing all the way. LOL!

Here's my post for you DERIC!
Go sleep:D
I know your eyes are closing.
Goodnight Deric:D
Waking up early tomorrow.

forgetful mi !

2008-10-18T02:38:00.002+08:00

im so so so forgetful !

forgot to bring my hp out wif mi. lols.

today went to shiguan quite early.

went to paint the lorry board for chingay new year.

keep thinking of my phone =x
wondered if anyone find mi or text mi. haha.

paint finish den play drum all tt for awhile till 10pm.
went back home there was about 11 , took my phone went to sintua there.
went to qin an to ah pek. lol. he gave mi dunno what bing eh.
not bad lah. hahah.

hmm , den went mac to eat wif they all.
den pei them wait for bus. darryl and darrick went to ah boy hse.
den nth much le went home. on the way , saw uncle gary.

pei him eat and he treated mi ice milo. hah. good eh. thanks uncle ! =D

den walked home , bathe. use com chat on msn.
den someone keep on saying mi. -_-
nvm , wan say let u loh. if not i always say u =x
den watch lion dance video from long-shi.com.

nth much le so blog.
headache just now awhile only. now not so pain. =D

hmm , gonna slp soon liao.

end here bahs.

i'm so stress out man.

2008-10-15T00:34:00.002+08:00

sch starts , nid to do this and that. lots and lots of works.

completed than new 1 comes in again.

what is all this about. studying nid so much projects ?

and write a report not less den 1000 words?

walao. headache lah.

now i everyday headache leh. how to think ?

i feel like banging the wall with my head to death loh.

end of year projects not done yet more and more new projects coming in.

this is the reason why i am hating to go to sch this much.

i hate studying cause new things keep coming. it is like the teacher teaching will never end.
everyday go sch just sit there listen to new stuff or do projects.

now only think is , i hope my headache would stop. everyday when its time for mi to rest the headache will come. why ? is there something wrong in my brain ?

even if i can tolerate , how long will i tolerate this headache ?

aiyah. i also dunno how man.

hope i'll be alright.
lols. if not at the age of 18 i'll be gone.
haha. joking =x

bored man.

came back from school went to basketball court. only saw han teck.
den slowly wait. dragon came den ask mi go home change den play.
den change liao play play.
play awhile only. tired loh.

den sit down till basketball court lights off. which is 9.30pm.

den wait and wait till 10pm. lol.

play han teck's motorbike. quite fun loh.

den serene and dragon came back down le we went to 151 and eat dinner.

i didnt eat much. ate half of my rice only.

then sit and tok tok till 12am den went home. lols.

now headache and doing nth much.

dunno tml wan go sch anot leh.

still thinking loh.

so sian.

end here bah.

boringggg

2008-10-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

nth much to blog leh , this few days i just feel so so tired. lols
sch start liao. so boring can ! -__-

alrite now i shall put 1 pic. lols.

i look so gong can ! -__-

shall end here. lols. lazy enough to update =X

time to update =)

2008-10-09T02:20:00.003+08:00

yesh , finally jiu huang ye is over.
no nid to chu shi till so tired. hahah.

yesterday , cai qing peel the orange my finger nail folded up.
very pain la okay.

nth much liao. after sending off jiu huang ye went home to slp cause didnt slp for 1 day.

today woke up , went to eat wif parents.
eat till full full. ;D

at nite went to tamp den buy piercing needle and stud.
pierce at ah boy hse. didnt bleed much ehh. haha.
pierce my lips. shiok arh the feeling when the needle go in.

sch holidays ending loh!

end here bah. nth to blog much =D

updated ~

2008-10-02T00:13:00.002+08:00

UPDATE UPDATE ~

lols , ppl ask mi to update liao.

im lazy enough to update =x

last few days have been reaching home in the morning.

den super tired liao den nvm use com.

nv use com means wont update. =D haha.

and this SHAGUA wants to read so i just update luhs.

okay , last few days were , going fishing , watch movie and everyday went to enous jiu huang ye there. today got 2 other place ppl came over for yew keng.

ehh. aiyah. when im free den update again =x

now make this SHAGUA happy only. let her read read make her happy.

hahah =X

i'm super tired.

2008-09-21T20:56:00.002+08:00

yesterday night went to watch movies.

watched The Days.

waited till morning for the first bus den went home.

went home didnt slp.

instead of slping , i'm doing my project.

do till 8am. played games for 1hr. went to room.

watch scooby doo. too tired. close my eyes. rest for about an hour.

went to help out at my sintua there.
help till 6plus. all went to eat. reach back home at 7plus.
now using com awhile. tired le.
now i go slp le bahs. tml have to reported to sch at 10am even thou its my holidays.

nites~

i'm sick and tired of school life.

2008-09-20T01:33:00.002+08:00

so tiring. went to sch and listen craps.

wan us to do the project which just gave us today. which is new project also. others already started 10 weeks ago. and my holidays = no holidays. monday nid go back sch give SH or lecturer to see our project work. and has to be at least 80% done when 3 weeks of holidays is over. wtf. how can it be done. walan.

where can it be done so fast one. i'm human not god.

nth to blog much.

idiotics school lecturers.
i'm super stress out okay!

no mood to go out ton also.

so pissed off man! _|_ (- _ -) _|_

2008-09-18T22:52:00.002+08:00

sian lah. presented my final year project thing yet give teacher say ?

i gave ideas and did some okay!

den now say ask mi do other projects ?

meeting at 10am tml , which i heard in staffroom ?

staffroom meeting either go there see section head or course manager what.

for fuck , wasting my time thinking of what to do.

fucked up lecturers. fucking wasting my time doing all this.

lucky i didnt wait for fucking 4 long hrs for today.

classmate told mi , they wait for 4 long hrs. went to teachers there. not 1 min he ask them to leave. they fucking want to fuck him.

sorry if too vulgar. too pissed off.

came back home early. play cs to relax myself.

went down to play soccer and had dinner.

nth to blog much today.

feel like wanting more chu shi. (lion dance)

but just wanna go for fun and dun wan play dragon head. heavy okay!

others still okay lah.

so bored. nid to go sch tml again. actually intended not to go tml but no choice.

that class lecturers which is 2 of them going against mi.

come lah. i not scared of lecturers or teachers.

end here.

tired tired ~ x.x

2008-09-16T00:10:00.003+08:00

morning woke up at 7+ thinking of going or not going for the first class. was too tired to wake up. haha. den called Iris and ask if got anything important. got den went to sch loh.

forget bring my medicine lah. omg. rush home at 2.30pm after class to take my medicine. den met ah ger. waited for huiling as she's on cab. quite long. lol. reach we got on the cab and went to tian eng. when we got there others left liao loh. only eddie , allan and didi <- TE de boss , waited for us. den change and got on his van and off we go to tiong bahru. went there played dragon. -_- tired leh. didnt warm up den play dragon. arm and hands going to cramp ~

after tiong bahru we went off to bedok. which is at my sec sch there. bedok green backgate there. went to perform also. also tired liao. shag shag.

tml class @ 2pm cant be late. late comers wont be allowed to go in class as what i heard from my classmate. lol. stupid teacher. anyhow say mi also.

have to present my final year project details to him also. mafan.

end here bahs. tired tired. haha.

tatas.

sians!

2008-09-12T15:51:00.002+08:00

yesterday morning woke up at 6am den meet bang ping and bang chuan at bedok inter at 7.

den we took train down to tiong bahru den took 195 to CMPB for our medical checkup.

1st we went in there was to take photo den follow by stations. walao , the blood test alot of ppl took 2 tube why i took 3 ? sian loh. feel abit giddy after tt den nvm continue to go other stations.

they put mi in pes D for the time being cause they still nid to investigate. 3 months from yesterday. lol.

afternoon reach home wasnt feeling well liao. morning wake up also keep coughing. omg lah.

dunno wat sickness also. den they all ask mi go watch movie , actually dun wan de but den met them liao how can dun wan. took bus 22 down to amk. den bought 9 tickets. we are watching 4bia , only a few parts scary. 4 storys in the movie all quite funny. lol. after watching den they all wan go eat. i dun feel like eating call mei you wei kou but den i still buy and eat lah cause i morning after the checkup eat till 8+ den nv eat at all.

after eating they all going to darryl sin tua there den i dun wan follow so i alone take bus back loh. on bus was feeling giddy and keep coughing. cough till feel like vomiting sia. a long ride from amk to home. lol. reach home bath okay den eat medicine and went to slp. buay tahan liao.

den today keep on waking up luh. hard to breathe leh ! ask my brother pass mi my asthma inhaler since he was in the room. i took 2 puff and went back to slp. not long i woke up again. still hard to breathe. feels like i'm going to die like tt. now typing also hard to breathe. sian lah. i hate asthma de! do wat also cannot. slp also hard. went to watch doctor when mummy came home.

doctor gave mi medicine only. say i not so "chuan" but den i am really very "chuan" wat.

nvm lah. hope later i will be okay loh. nothing to do so i blog. feeling slpy also cant go slp. sit down also hard to breathe liao. i wonder wat can i do now. hais.

end here bah.

tiring day!

2008-09-07T04:31:00.003+08:00

sian loh , super duper tired.

lol , now just reach home not long so i blog. if not wont be blogging for afew days ? haha. no idea.
yesterday day night which is friday night , went to ah boy house and sleep. slept earlier than them cause very tired.

den morning wake up liao. went to suntec in the morning. reached there at 9am. but the person told us it will start at 10am. den we all go eat breakfast. after eating went up. den we got our tag and off we started helping.

can count as working but no pay cause is volunteer work. helping the Taoism thingy. lol. omg la. from 10 stand all the way till 1plus den mi , ah boy , darrick and BB can go for our lunch. Ate Long John Silver den finish liao went back to do things again. This time is more tiring liao. den to give things and i run here and there to take things. lol. from 2.30pm stand all the way till 8pm. leg super tired. now at home abit ache liao. haha.

after tt mi , wen kai and BB went to cine walk walk. Went to play the Catching soft toys de. Caught 3 , gave 1 to BB. lol. after tt ah boy come drive us leh. so good. lol. darryl , darrick and eddie was wif him too. so we all went in the car and sent BB home 1st. after tt went driving around. den go eat supper also. Changi there de Nasi Lemak. haha. quite tasty.

after that went driving around again. den all tired liao also nid to go home. ah boy drive all of us home loh. haha. quite fun driving around. His driving very scary loh! -__- but not bad la. haha.

end here bah. tired liao go slp le.

Stop raining leh!

2008-09-04T14:47:00.003+08:00

Yesterday drench !

I'm WET and ALMOST fell DOWN. T_T

cant blame , slipper too slippery.

haha.

den competition keep on postpone due to rain loh.

now blogging cause din go sch. =X

today go also nth to do i guess. so i rather dun go. 3hrs only. waste my time loh.

tml comfirm going cause going to continue our video works. haha.

tml den post again.

end here lo.

i want my holidays!

2008-09-02T00:57:00.004+08:00

Today went to Taka , aka Takashimaya (if not spelled wrongly =x) @ Orchard to watch the 14th National lion dance competition.

After watching was 10.30pm liao. den went to eat dinner. i only ate cup noodles in the afternoon when i wake up T_T all the way till watching finish den can eat a proper meal. lol.

11pm we walk to the bus stop. while walking , saw two 65 went pass. Sad lo , nid to wait for 13 mins for another bus. den ah boy and eddie go off first cause their bus came.

After waiting , finally bus came. me , BB and ah ger got up loh.

on bus , i watched Forbidden Kingdom. use psp to watch. but not my psp is ah bee de. His psp was wif ah ger. watch finish cause i also got fast forward. haha. watched before also liao. so watch for fun cause the bus trip home was long.

Finally , reached our house here. Accompanied BB to wait for his bus. his bus came den i accompany ah ger go up lift den i went home loh.

HOME SWEET HOME =X

bathe okay liao den think of using com anot. lol. tired and feel like using. so i think use awhile loh =x cause tml sch also starts at 2pm. ^^

use liao also can blog. never use den cant blog.

not been blogging cause i nv use com. haha.

end here.

-_____-

2008-08-30T14:02:00.002+08:00

tired tired ~

allan called at 10plus which woke mi up.

i tot i was dreaming cause my fone kept vibrating.

lol. den met him at 11.30 went to eat breakfast.

now 2plus at home doing nth. chatting on msn and listening to songs.

later in the evening going down to sk for training ~

tml perform liao. hope nth will go wrong.

haha.

im boredddddddddddd ~

Fall For You

2008-08-30T13:40:00.009+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed

But I have loved you from the start

Ohhhh

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold onto your words

'Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

new blog skin!

2008-08-27T23:49:00.005+08:00

woohoo.

changed blogskin.

THANKS KARRIE and IRIS for ur help.

^^V

long time din blog liao. forget how to post -__-

Lol.

2008-07-04T00:01:00.002+08:00

1. What is the question that you haven't found an answer to yet?
- When will my happiness come?

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
- Seldom , its switched on whole day. in case there are emergency calls.

3. What happen at 10am today?
- Sleeping.

4. When did you last cry?
- No idea

5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
-Bread.

6. What do you want in your life now?
- More money and better health.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
- Never bring if i go out very far.

8. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
- My small booster.

9. What bottom are you wearing now?
- Boxer.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
- No message.

11. Do you intend to make a relationship complicated?
- Nope.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- Nope.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
-Never back down.

14. What are you proud of?
- I'm proud of being myself. =D

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
- No message.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
-Hai Kou Tian Kong.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
- Alot but dont want say. =D

18. What does your last recieved text message say?
- You ok ready?

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
- 1am.

20. Are you currently happy?
- okay okay lo.

21. Who gives you best advice?
- frens :)

22. Are you afraid of the dark?
- Nope.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
- Nobody , went to slp early.

24. Is anything bugging you now?
- Nope.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- Dont remember

26. Do you wear toe socks?
- No.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
-Ah ger lo.

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- Yes.

29. What annoys you most in a person?
- Attitude.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- Nope.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
- No.

32. What is the color of your room?
- White

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
- Maybe?

34. Do you believe in the saying 'talk is cheap'?
- Yesh. talking w/o actions

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
- Me.

36.What you normally do ?
- sms frens. listen to music. go out.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- No. cos my 1st kiss is still ard. =X

38. Do you have a life?
- Yesh

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
- Nobody.

40.What is the reason behind your profile song?
- No song.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- forgot.

42. Last time you smiled?
- Always smiling =D.

43. Have you changed this year?
- Yesh. Great changes.

44. What are you listening right now?
- not listening. talking on fone.

45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this?
- yesh. my frens.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
- Open lah.

47. Is there a quote you live by?
- none.

48. Do you want someone you can't have?
- Maybe?

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
- Lion dance drum and others ?

50. What was the worst idea you've had in week?
- died for no reason.

51. What were you doing last night at 11pm?
- sitting down at coffeeshop wif my shifu.

52. Are you happy with your love life now?
- single status.

53. What song best describe your love life?
- currently no.

54. Does the person know you like him/her?
- Never like anyone now.

55. Who always make you laugh?
- Frens lo.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
- chinese

57. Favourite website?
- youtube & friendster.

58. What's your middle name?
- Jie Wen

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
- going down sk for training and go pasir ris fishing.

60. What do you think you are like?
- erm. just a normal guy?

61. Who will you choose to die with?
- alone.

62. Where have you been today?
- Sk.

63. What game do you play often?
- none.

64. Who are you missing right now?
-Someone ?

65. If you've to choose between friend and loves, who will you choose?
- Both.

66. What are doing right now?
- doing this survey & toking on fone.

67. Which primary school are you from?
- River Valley Primary

68. Name 3 colors that you like?
- Black , white , blue. :)

69. What emotion you like to show?
- :-p

70. What is your life to you?
- shit?

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- do nth.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
- still chatting..

73. Who do you admire most?
- nobody.

74. Which month are you born in?
- December.

75. How are you feeling right now?
- Bored.

76. What is the time now?
- 12:28am

77. Where are you now?
- at home.

78. What color did you use to dye your hair?
- Any also can.

79. Why are you doing this test?
- Jeslyn ask mi do de.

80. What do you do when you are moody?
- stone. keep quiet.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
- 25yrs old bah.

82. Who is more important to you?
- Friends.

83. Do you think you have enough confident?
- No of cos.

84. Who is the person you trust most?
- Those who are close to mi lo.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- Dont know.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
- stay wif my loved one happily n forever.

87. What is your goal for this year?
- No idea.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
- not really.

89. What feeling do you love most?
- happy n being loved.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
- yesh. stupid weather.

91. What feeling you hate the most?
- lonely.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- See how.

93. Do you believe in god?
- Maybe. Sometimes its like so real.

94. Who cares for you the most?
- my mum and some frens.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- freedom n money. =x

96. What are some stuffs you couldn't let go now and forever?
- dunno.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
- doing stupid things and being caught.

98. What would you feel that on one no longer cares for you?
- sad?

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
- break up.

100. What do you want now?
- happiness.

Read after you've done the survey.

2008-07-01T01:03:00.004+08:00

Didnt blog for so long.
I guess it's time for me to blog. =D

Maybe i guess i'm getting weaker each day but i still will try to be stronger.

Why ? Cause nowadays my i can feel pain from my heart.

Maybe after competition then go for checkup.
Don't know also. =/

Never mind that. But i know u all will keep on asking me to see doctor as soon as possible after reading this post.

Today woke up late. Cause i still feel like sleeping. Sleep as long as i want. Haha.

Woke up go bathe and went down to meet Allan and Ah ger. Eat first and we cabbed down to SK.

We reached earlier then Darryl , Darrick and Adrian. Haha , cause we cabbed down =D

We sat down there slack and waited for others to come. Ah boy came and open door.

Later Baby and Nelson reached. Anyway for more info , Baby's a guy.

Then today no lion dance training , only got instrument training. Then we train finish went to eat at coffeeshop. Eat going finish , my heart hurts. =l

Then went to take bus. Was with Eric , Baby , Nelson and Ah ger.

Now at home still talking on phone. =D

Blog again tomorrow. And another post was not posted by me. Thanks Ah ger for posting for me.

Cheers ,

Deric =D

Fishing prawns posted by karrie

2008-06-28T18:00:00.002+08:00

Look at the video below.
One of the guy run till very gay.
But he isn't a gay la:D

Heyhey!!
Just woke up as I sleep at 11am today.
Yesterday, went to SK yesterday.
See them train.
And got a little boy damn cute.
When he came he say ''Hello!". He knows us la.
Because it's the second time we see him.
And he love playing lion head. lol.
Next time got chance I take a picture of him.
He look like mix like with the English. His eyes damn nice.
After SK went to coffee shop to have supner. supper+dinner=supner. LOL
After having our meal, took bus to serengoon interchange.
Reach there went to take another bus. I forget what bus.
While waiting, we laugh and joke.
Deric la! Make fun of me! haha. lol.
We went to fish prawn at Bishan. haha.
Reach there about 12 plus 1.
We rented 2 rod for 3 hours.
1 hour $15
2 hours $20
3 hours $30.
For one rod.
we started at 1, so should end at 4.
But, the person like free 1 more hour for us. lol. become 5am.
After that, we extended 3 more hours for 1 rod. Another one give back.
So we ended at 8.
Around 6, Rachel and Javier went home.
Where we continued fishing.

Just started.

Awaiting for the prawns.

Can still smile ar?? haha

Army boy behind. haha

Her turn la. haha.

Some prawns. Not the final.. haha

Deric is hugging the pole lol.

just caught it. And taking out the hook. haha

Me! Wen kai is the camera man. haha

Act shy only. haha lol

7 going 8. haha. We are talking and laughing at the songs played there.

Damn funny. haha

They like peeing? haha. lol

Prawns prawns! ready to be wash and then off to the BBQ pit

Starting the fire. it's Darryl la.

Look at Wenkai's face! haha. The prawns jumping like hell and the water splash like hell. haha

Come let Darryl be the Hero. LOL

Damn cute. They fight over the prawn's leg. haha

Wenkai anyhow den the prawn's head came out. LOL. Damn pity

Gave this to the black dog.

start to BBQ. ant the leg's are still moving.

See the difference?

More and more.

See that guy. haha Worker la.

But damn disgusting la. Anyway he got goggles la.

Not all here and Deric starts to eat ready. haha.

Deric, Darrick, Wenkai, Adrian, Darryl and me. get to eat the prawns.

Where Rachel and Javier don't.

posted by karrie

back posted by Karrie

2008-06-26T23:50:00.003+08:00

Woke up around 2 or 3.
Called Arger.
haha. LOL
As we are coming my house to watch dvds.
After I hanged the phone with her,
Went to her house.
We watch a gamble show and they cheat to gamble, the morale of the story is not to be greedy:D
After that, we watch Dragon wars. nice la! i like!
Still got another movie. is horror but we din watch cos no time..

posted by Karrie

My love

2008-04-05T01:47:00.009+08:00

Westlife - My Love

Lyrics:

An empty street,

An empty house,

A hole inside my heart,

I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller

I wonder how,

I wonder why,

I wonder where they are,

The days we had,

The songs we sang together(oh yeah).

And ohhh.. my love,

I'm holding on forever,

Reaching for a love that seems so far,

So I say a little prayer,

and hope my dreams will take me there,

where the skies are blue to see you once again,

My love,

over seas from coast to coast,

to find the place I love the most,

where the fields are green to see you once again,

my love.

I try to read,

i go to work,

i'm laughing with my friends,

but i can't stop to keep myself from thinking(oh no)

I wonder how

I wonder why

I wonder where they are

the days we had, the songs we sang together(oh yeah)

And ohhh.. my love

I'm holding on forever,

reaching for a love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer,
and hope my dreams will take me there,
where the skies are blue to see you once again,
My love,
over seas from coast to coast,
to find the place I love the most,
where the fields are green to see you once again,
my love.

To hold you in my arms,

To promise you my love,

To tell you from a far

You're all I'm thinking of

Reaching for the love that seems so far ..

So - So I say a little prayer,
and hope my dreams will take me there,
where the skies are blue to see you once again,
My love,
over seas from coast to coast,
to find the place I love the most,
where the fields are green to see you once again,
my love.

say a little prayer,

must be dreams will take me there,

where the skies are blue to see you once again,

My love,

over seas from coast to coast,

to find the place I love the most,

where the fields are green to see you once again,

my love.

STRENGTHLESS!

2008-03-30T02:42:00.008+08:00

TIRED & STRENGTHLESS x(

today , woke up at 9am by a fone call. =.= piangs. i jus slp at 6am only !

tiredd nehs. nvm , continue to slp ! xD

slept till 3pm plus. yupp yupp. woke up liao.

use com. den use till 5plus i watch tee vee. watch Fu Lu Shou , since i nth to do so watch nors.

after watching , went to room chit chat wif parents. kena nagggggg. =.= cos mummy say my hand. nag awhile only den nth liaos ;x

Well , i guess , i've been a bad boy to them. =/

after toking , 7plus liao. den i went down to find ah ger , baby , alvin and allan.

Nelson on the way liao. den 8 plus nelson reach liao den we still have to wait for rachel. so we nth to do , mi , baby , ah ger , alvin and allan went to the exercise corner there to play wif the equipments ;x den allan sabo , i kena hit by the metal thing on my leg. hurts man. nvm for awhile only xD. can ren. hah.

rachel was toking to ah bee. den nvm. finish toking 9.30 luhs. omg. all of us hungry liaos. still make us wait. =x den we went to eat dinner , mi and nelson ate MAC cos we lazy to queue up for KFC =.= so we went to buy MAC. others eat KFC nors. but all da bao go market eat. lols.

after eating was 10plus but we still sit at there chit chat do nth. bored bored. sit till 11 den went off. pei nelson and baby wait for bus. 11.30 liaos. so left mi , ah ger , allan and rachel. we sat down at void deck. den i chat on fone wif alexiis nors. chat for 1hr , she cant use fone cos her bro wan use den ended the call nors. 1am , rachel went off 1st and we continue sitting down there. smsing her , and listening to them say riddles. hah.

Here's 1 of the riddles : mi , allan and ah ger got $5 each. Which MRT station is it ? Ans : CommonWealth.

i was like .. LOL =x

den 1.45 we went off. HOME SWEET HOME !

bathe hao liao den use com. nelson send mi video. Jalan Besar de lion dance compeition at taka. den i watch nors. nelson say their shi xing nice den he wan learn. hah. and he went off to slp 1st.

now den started to blog. am i late ? hope not bahs. slping soon.

hahah. end here le.

T`BB.

life&death , hates it.

2008-03-22T03:15:00.000+08:00

woke up at 11am today , hmm. happy day turn into a bad mood during nite time.

went out wif wenkai , alexis and huili.

was very happy de. but when at K`benben house , everything went wrong.

why must it happen ?

hai. dun say liao.

got my old tattoo touchup.

thx N`benben !

blog till here.

T`benben.

SEX JOKE ! LOLS.

2008-03-19T00:55:00.000+08:00

Sex Joke

Okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school.

Unfortunately,he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old.

One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun.

They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb upto the top bunk.

As you might expect things start to heat up.

The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if shewants a new position.

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

She screams.

Lettuce!!!

Tomato!!!

Whoa!!!

PULL IT OUT!!!

PULL IT OUT NOW!!!

I can't get pregnant!

Then the little brother shouts up,

"Hey, would you guys stop making sandwiches up there! You're getting mayonnaise all over myface!*!*!*!*!

TUESDAY !

2008-03-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

siians de.

so early wake up go for test , almost late. haha

When doing test , i cocked up ! forget what to do ! den i at there keep thinking and scolding the com =X

Finally ! i'm done wif the test ! WOOHOO ~

My teacher expected mi to fail but i did not ! YES YES ! HAHAH.

After test , went to Chee Wee house.

At his house sit awhile den i take book go home luhs.

Reach home le. 1 plus , i pompom and went to slp ! too tired. =/

Woke up around 5 plus , yeah yeah ; use com till 7 pm. den go meet Allan aka A.Lee`benben and Rachel aka R.Koh`benben.

After meeting , i help laoshu play his DJ MAX ; den Lee`benben play his psp and tt Koh`benben went to play basketball.

hmm , 30 - 45 mins later , we went to mum mum. i ate fried rice but cant finish. =l

After tt , at 9pm , Lee`benben went home 1st. mi and Koh`benben went to pasir ris find Nelson aka N.Tong`benben to pei him eat =X

after eating , we went to slack , till 11 pm den mi and Koh`benben go take bus go home luhs.

on bus , we both chit chat. haha. QIAO QIAO HUA =X chey chey ! nth de lahs.

den reach ler , she went toilet. i buy ICE MILO ! my favorite ^^

den we went home le lors. now at home blog blog. so siians.

end here bahs !

Tan`benben signing off ~

♡ all benbens !

2008-03-17T01:26:00.000+08:00

Yawns , woke up at 12plus. But i slept at 6am.
Don't feel like waking up so early de. but fren spam my HP !
Wake up le , go pompom den go Rachel aka Koh`BenBen house den all the BenBens at her house.

I go there awhile see them play mahjong den go eat lunch ler.

Came back they all continue to play. den i do nth. play psp awhile den stop. keep repeating like this for a few times. den tt Huili aka Wong`benben sot sot der ! keep beating mi.

Other benbens also sot de. Morning 10am play mahjong play till 11pm. siao de hor ? ehhs. see liao mai scold mi hor ! =X

11pm ler , all play finish den we all go eat dinner le. yummy. ate fish and chip =D

after tt Karrie and Eric aka Ngai`benbens pei H.Wong`benben wait for bus. Neslon and Gilbert aka Tong`benbens went off 1st and run after bus. hahas.

she went up bus ler. mi and both Ngai`benbens walk over and we chat awhile b4 going home.

time now 1.41 am , chatting wif N.Tong`benben and R.Koh`benben on fone.

haa. slp late luhs. cos tml morning lesson cancel ! WEE. but at 1 pm got test =/

dunno wat time i'll be slpin ler. =l

end here ! =D

D.Tan`Benben sign off ~

♡ SK! WeeYOUweeT !

2008-03-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

My Blog Is Finally Done ;O

testing ! (:

2008-03-05T16:41:00.000+08:00

Boring days !

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2008-01-28T00:26:00.001+08:00

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